The little rabbit

I have been introduced to a new game by Stéphane. It's one of those games you can't stop playing once you tried it. It's like the game Tetris. Impossible to stop playing even thou it is the same thing going on in the game over and over again. And the name of the game is...Winterbells. http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm <------

Play, play, play haha! xD

/Soffan

Of love

I have just had another amazing phonecall with my lovely Stéphane. We have talked, been singing, singing together in italian, reading our first messeges, confessed our first thoughts about eachother and about our second meeting ever. Summary, another perfect end of the evening/night. Je t'aime mon lamantin. ;)

After been awake sense 6 o´clock yesterday morning, am I now pretty tired. Well, I have myself to blame when i stay up into the middle of the night to talk. Even though my sleep puts back in the corner of my living so am I very happy. I don't regret staying up talking.

It is difficult to be apart like us. He lives in France and i live in Sweden. Seeing him makes me so increadibly happy, but every time i have to leave is it so, so, so painful.

He has told me that he never before cried for a girl. That he never cries for no reason. That he put himself out vulnerable like that for me. I have no words.

He is the best thing that has happend to me, or as he says best meet.

This turned out to be a post of love. But as usual i did not know before what my text would be about.

I wish you a good night!
/Soffan

Football

Two days have past sense he wrote me something so today i wrote to him again. He is so cute..haha!:D He is busy with "a war" that he has against his neboure... I am relieved to hear that i didn't wrote him something that he didn't liked to read.:) Now i am gonna try to find enought focus to watch the EM-game Sweden vs England,but i think i'll need some snacks if im gonna make it trought.xD Time to go out and buy some i guess and when i'll find out if football is anything for me.

Happy girl! :D

I go to bed ever night with a happy, happy feeling. This is the best time in my life and i tresure every second of it.

/Soffan

Right or wrong?

I am so happy, happier than I have been in a long long time. I don't care what other people think about me and my writing to the guy i don't know to well. There is plenty of time to get to know each other. He is such a nice guy, with an amazing smile and it feels so natural to write to him.

I miss him, but that is one thing i havn't been truly honest about with friends. I don't what them to judge me. They probably see this like something that is or couldn't be serious. But if you don't give things a chance how will you than find out? Ok, i can see the hatch. 1) We have only meet twice and the first time i was a bit drunk. 2) We dont live in the same country.

But i don't see these to things as something that have to stop us from getting to know each other and so on.

He is really sweet and that is something i already felt the first time we meet, from the beginning. I feel that he is a honest person with a huge heart and that is what i will continue to believe.

Ok, everything im writing feels a bit stupid an naive, but when i meet people i usually leave them by themself after a while and kind of  "run away", but with this guy it didn't feel like i had to do that and sometimes you should trust the voice in your head that tells you that it's the right thing to do.

I feel so confused right now, so confused. I have been feeling so extremly nervous the whole week. Ok, it's only Wednesday now...

And now I'm feeling more nervous than ever because i sent an e-mail with sentences i personaly never would write else. I dont like the whole thing about writing from the heart because that means that you have to be completely honest. And that means that if the person that reads it dont like whats written, you have embarrassed yourself completely for nothing.

Okay, im overanalyzing it and overreact....

God night!
/Soffan

Unnecessary activities!

It's hasn't been much time for this blog lately. I've been working more than ever or at least it feels like I have.

Anyway the important thing is that I have not forgotten about my dear friend (this blog) and that i'm taking my time today to write something here. :P

Now it's acctually time for my "beautysleep" so I have to make this short. There is accually nothing i would like to say, but now when I'm sitting here and writing about nothing so can I grasp the opportunity and tell you why I'm still awake in the middle of the night.

I'm been painting for no reason at all. It's my second night painting instead of sleeping. It is kind of fun so I guess that's the reason for using my time to this unnecessary activity. xD

/Soffan