It has been a long time!

Tonight i will suprice my frenchman with a banana-cake and risotto. It's the first time in my life i am trying to make risotto so it will be interesting to see the results of this experiment.

It's been a long day and i am not so motivated to cook, but i now that his day has been worse than mine so i am doing it for him. He had to work this Sunday..;Well he works all the days in the week, all the time.

Anyway i know that it has been i while sense i wrote the last time. Nowdays i speak french everyday so writing in english now feels more difficult than before, but i think that it is a good idea to write here now and then to make the brain muscles work a little and that will hopefully make me remember.

I like the english language and it's cool because here everybody thinks that i speak really good english because i am not french ( it's the french people that says that, not me ;) )

I have to continue to cook the dinner now. I hope you have a lovely evening!

Ciao amigos/ amigas !
/Soffan

Language !

Since January i live in beautiful France together with my frenchman and by just writing this first frase i notice that i have forgotten much english. It's sad, because i like the english language!

Anyway, i just realized that it's been 9 month in this country! Wow; the time really flies away this year... like every year lately.

During these 9 months have i learned so much about myself, the french language and a little about running also of course ( i live with a runner!). I could never have imagining before going here that i would do so much progresse in the french language. Just in 6 month i could hold a conversation in french. Okay, not i perfect french but a conversation which i found amazing for myself.

Nowdays i speak french, but i have the sensation that i have stopped progressing which is sad, but it's not the end! Everybody has their bad periode in life and mine is now with the language. Soon that will change, i am sure !

Have a good evening!
Ciao amigos !
/Sofie

Life is moving on slowly, but at the same time quickly!

It was a long time ago sense i wrote anything here, but now after changing my password it is finally possible to do so.

So long time no see. I live in France with my frenchman. Life here it not simple, but that i already knew before that it wouldn't be so it's not really a big surprise. For the moment i have just finished writing a new personal letter for a different kind of job. I hope it will turn out fine when i go to the company tomorrow to give it.

Another thing that my frenchman doesn't know yet, because he is outside doing some work with his motorcycle, is that i recieved another no-answer from another company. I don't recieve many answeres. This is the second time anyone accually bother to give me an answer. It's sad, but i prefer getting a no-answer than no answer at all. At least someone took the time to read my letter. Lets stay positive !!

The plan for today is to finish my other personal letter, then after go training at the stadium (running). It's much to do, that is also very important to do. There is not much time to spend. Some things have to be done very soon, after it is too late for that. Stressful.

No time to sleep here!

Have a great afternoon. Ciao Amigo!

Hello !

Boo...! Long time ago sense i wrote anything here. Plenty of things have happened sense that day. Oh wow, yes so much changes is taking part now.

First of all i quit my job at McDonald's one month ago and it now remains 2 days to work there. Unbelieveable, but it feels so good to finally leave. And in all this mess my mother have found a smaller apartment and we are moving furnitures every week. And the biggest change is that Stéphane and me are finally at the step at living together. It feel so good , but at the sametimes so, so, so, so scary to leave to build a life in another Europeen country.

My head is nowdays always full of information that makes me extremely confused. It sucks. Don't know what to do with it. I guess writing things here is a good start to let it all come out.

By the way speaking of something completely different. Have you thought about that its not long time left until Christmas is here. I love this time of the year. December is a good month. <3 p="">
Christmas-music will soon be played. By who? Me !! Mohaha.

Good night loyal readers! ;)
/Soffan

February, already!?

It is February! How did the time past away so fast? Wasn't it Christmas for not so long ago? Im lost and scared. I don't want the time to go so fast as it does. Well, a part of me want the time to go really, really fast a few month, but in the bigger picture, i want it to go a little slower than it now does.

The end of December and the beginning of January was the best time ever, but after that it has only been negative. Maybe my negative attitude comes from me having to work very much after my holiday without a soft start, but i want nothing more than to have a long, long break from it now. So tired of doing the same thing over and over again. It doesn't give me something anymore. The same thing day after day. It's like "every day, Monday".

And to make it even harder...I miss my Stéph so, so, so very much. And there is nothing i can do about it because i can't go and see him now. Waiting is not fun.


Good night my "readers"! Hope you have had great days!

/Soffan

Indescribable happiness!

I feel enormous happiness in this moment. I don't care if i misspell words or in any other way write something grammaticly wrong.

This person, me, was an hour ago really unhappy and irritated, but now i feel increadibly happy.

Good news can really lift you up from the mud. I'm looking forward to the very close future. <3 p="p">
Happiness.

/Soffan

Unhappy

My work is making me depressed. No, one tries to help or anything. Went there crying, left from it after crying then i finished for the day. Cried two times after on my way home. I'm glad that i have such a great boyfriend that is there to listen to my problems and make me feel better. I LOVE YOU, Stéphane! Je t'aime.

Seriously i feel so tired after all emotions today. And i feel an enormous aversion to not going to work tomorrow. Don't want to get near of that place at all. But i have obligations, which means that i have absolutly no alternative than to do my job.

Unhappiness and hopelessness is not fun to carry around on.

Please let me get my holidays as i want them now when i send in my message.

I want to feel hopeful and happy again!
/Soffan