I'm not so happy right now..

Not to complain..well I sort of will complain now. I feel that my life kind sucks now. :( I knew that I didn't want to find out about that stupid result... but I didn't had much of a choice. I knew this day would come, I have just dragged it out. You get so tired of all the failures. I really need something to go right now. :( Time to get some sleep. Tomorrow I have to write down a complete application that i can use widly for the jobs that I will search. Do you understand what I'm saying? :) It's kind of good that the job centre telling me to bring an application to the next meeting on monday 'cause that is really making me taking time to write it. I would probably, in some sort, had tried to circumvent to write the application otherwise. Hehe I sort of have tried to circumvent it until this week. From absolutly nowere I started to write my first application and send it in the same day. Now I have written totaly three applications. I don't like it, but I've done it! With that sentence I say GOOD NIGHT! /Soffan