The 24th!

The 24th we celebrate christmas here in Sweden and I am loving it! It is one of my favorite celebrations of every celebrations we celebrate here in the North!


Today after work I meet up with my younger brother and my mum to choose out this years christmastree.

I'm pretty happy with the result even though we don't use to buy this type of firtree. It's a really tall tree so I'm crossing my fingers and hope for that it will be short enough to fit in our livingroom, hehe.


Tomorrow is my last day at work before i go on holiday, and of course it's a really long and heavy day that I have to look forward to, but it doesn't bother me. Well, at least not yet! ;) I got free "glögg" (I think it's a sort of wine with a taste of cinnamon, that's served warm with raisins and almond.) from a charismatic guy with a great charm and that made my day! xD

And this is all I have to say now!

To give you some christmasspirit I give you here a link to a great christmas-song preformed by one of my favorite artists, So this is Christmas with Robbie Williams!
Sheephugs to all of you out there!
/Soffan

The picture is taking some years ago at chistmas and it's my younger brother in the picture next to our christmastree. :P

Trouble sleeping

It's in the middle of the night. The sky is as dark as the deepest ocean and the stars are shining brighter than spotlights. Maybe it's time to start thinking about turn of the light, brush my teeth and go to bed? I should really do that because it wouldn't be wise to wake up late "tomorrow" and get use to it because that would only lead to me feeling very tired, fretful and unfocused witch would probably make me do a lousy job.

But now I'm still sitting here even thou I am writting about this subject in this very moment. Shouldn't all this talk about how good it would be for me to go to bed make me stop writting about it and insteed act for it?

It doesn't make any sense because I do feel really tired, but still I am not acting to do something about it! Sometimes I am really wondering how my logic sense is working... How do I really make my decisions about what would be the right and wrong thing to do?

I hope I can trust my judgement then I now will close my computer and leave this spot. I cross my fingers that I wont do anything stupid like start solving crosswords or something because that would suprice me a bit if I did. xD

Good night and sheephugs for everyone!

/Soffan

Another day in paradise!

I survived todays opening at work! I'm so relieved to have made it through my second opening ever and now there's no more openings on my schedule this month, this YEAR! :D

The one that checked my cleaning today couldn't even found that much to complain about my work.. Well, if I would have worked a few more hours today she would probably have been giving me a lot more complains that I would have to take care of, but I only worked 4h! ;)

I hope I wont be scheduled with more openings in the future. Hey, they have to see that it's not something that I am good at. XD

The worse thing with it is that it have to be done in 4h, THREE FLOORS in FOUR HOURS! It isn't reasonable! :O Exept the short time you have to do it in, I dislike that you have to use the elevator to get some of the gears(??) to the other floors! I hate the elevator. As always when I am forced to use elevator, every time, I get stuck in it or the lamps in the elevator blow out(??). Why does it always happens to me and non of the other staff-members have ever seen "the phenomenon"? =(

/Soffan

Hello!

Wow it was a while ago... but now I'm back! ;) Well, I acctually had another reason for loging in here and that reason wasn't to write anything..here. xD I'm working on the design on my other blog, but I havn't figured out how to put up pictures on it so far so this blog came to perfect use for my problem. :D

As allways I have to apologise for my spelling and grammar...:P I am so sorry!

Good night!
/Soffan

Tourism science A

I got accepted!...And i can't attend the course because I choosed earlier to work this coming fall. Don't missunderstand me, I love to work, but if I could choose I would like to read the course and work. Unfortunately I can't choose them both. TEAR. Oh well, I guess I can try to attend the course next term and hope that I will be accepted then. I cross my fingers and hope for the best because there's nothing else I can do about it now. Patience, that's what I need.. A lot of it. xD

/Soffan

I got a job!

This picture that i made in paint will symbolize how I feel right now, happy!

I am so happy! Yesterday when I logged in to my "job"-mail to see if someone had answered to any of my many mails I saw it, I had a new mail in my inbox!

And when I opened it, it was the kind of mail that you just want to get then you're searching for a job.

After all the trouble and misunderstanding before the interwiew I never would have guessed that I acctually would be given the job. I am soooooo happy!!!!! :-D

/Soffan

Listening to a rockabilly-CD i found here at home in the dining room. I'm not really a rockabilly kind of girl... What I'm saying is that I don't really know what kind of music counts as "rockabilly".

Hmm after I now have been giving the rockabilly-music a chance I must say that it's okay. :)

So I gonna keep listening to the music and start my baking. I've decided to make a chocolate-cake and vanillia-cookies(bullar??). I never do make more than one type of sweet, but today i feel like doing both of those. :-P So to not lose time I should go to the kitchen now....

Have I nice day!
/Soffan

Today in Swedish

Jag mår inte bra. Det känns liksom konstigt i halsen typ och i magen, fast inte på ett "fjärilar i magen"-sätt mer på ett konstigt, jobbigt sätt. :-( Kanske beror på stress eller nått. Har haft det så här sedan igår kväll. Irriterande och jobbigt!

Aa nu skiter jag i det här! Koppla bort skiten! XD

Det försvinner säkert om jag går ut på en promenad eller något!

Hope you are having a nice day! :)
/Soffipropp

I'm not so happy right now..

Not to complain..well I sort of will complain now. I feel that my life kind sucks now. :( I knew that I didn't want to find out about that stupid result... but I didn't had much of a choice. I knew this day would come, I have just dragged it out. You get so tired of all the failures. I really need something to go right now. :( Time to get some sleep. Tomorrow I have to write down a complete application that i can use widly for the jobs that I will search. Do you understand what I'm saying? :) It's kind of good that the job centre telling me to bring an application to the next meeting on monday 'cause that is really making me taking time to write it. I would probably, in some sort, had tried to circumvent to write the application otherwise. Hehe I sort of have tried to circumvent it until this week. From absolutly nowere I started to write my first application and send it in the same day. Now I have written totaly three applications. I don't like it, but I've done it! With that sentence I say GOOD NIGHT! /Soffan

April 1

It's the April 1, the day when you're supposed to fool people. I'm not gonna do that. For the first I'm not good at it, not good at making up funny little lies and stuff. For the second I think it's just a pointless, tasteless thing to do. Do I sound bitter and dull? Well, I can agree that it can be funny if you do it the right way, but come on if you're not good, it will probably turn into some painful boring experience for the person that is the victim for the joke. /Soffan

a card from Germany

Then my other blogpage doesn't work, I'm glad to know that I allways can update the small things that happens in my life here. My old, dear blog.

This time my reason for writing is that I just have to show you my lovly card i got from my friend Jennie in the mailbox(?) today. :P She went to Oberhausen in Germany a couplet of days ago to see Taylor Swift sing at the arena there. :) And this is were the card comes from...:P

/Soffan

My goal was to blog on my other, swedish, blog now but because they have some technical issues on the page I couldn't. So was very glad to remember that I still have this old blog remaining! :D My first blog. I've had it some years now.

Anyway, what I wanted to blog about on my other blog wasn't that interesting so don't get your hopes up for something fun and entertaining.. :P

First of all I want to announce that I'm back in Sweden. I was in London, England, in exactly 21days, 3 weeks. Now then you know that I can continued with my real reason for bloging.

Because the plan to go out and search for jobs in the city was changed because of a few reasons( not really good reasons, so they are not worthy being mentioned here. xD) I decided to get some things done. My first "thing" was to solve some problems about my account at Arbetsförmedlingen( it's a place there you get help to search for jobs, kind of.), but that plan didn't went very well either but this was for a good reason that really irritated me.. Anyway I move on. I sound so dramatic. xD

The other thing I was gonna write about was that I'm in fact either if I deny it or not is turning 20years old this week. I'm not gonna count how many days it's left, because I'm trying to live by the moment, take each day by day and it's been working pretty well so far so why spoil it for a pointless little thing like this? Crap!? Just because I'm writing about it, I can't get it out of my head. I..just...need..to count. xD

I have created an event on facebook for this...birthday...and so far is it one person that can't make it on the date and one person that have decided to go(that person is me..xD). Hehe. I hope I choosed a good date, otherwise I will probably need to change it. :P

Sheep hugs!
/Soffan