Hello !

Boo...! Long time ago sense i wrote anything here. Plenty of things have happened sense that day. Oh wow, yes so much changes is taking part now.

First of all i quit my job at McDonald's one month ago and it now remains 2 days to work there. Unbelieveable, but it feels so good to finally leave. And in all this mess my mother have found a smaller apartment and we are moving furnitures every week. And the biggest change is that Stéphane and me are finally at the step at living together. It feel so good , but at the sametimes so, so, so, so scary to leave to build a life in another Europeen country.

My head is nowdays always full of information that makes me extremely confused. It sucks. Don't know what to do with it. I guess writing things here is a good start to let it all come out.

By the way speaking of something completely different. Have you thought about that its not long time left until Christmas is here. I love this time of the year. December is a good month. <3 p="">
Christmas-music will soon be played. By who? Me !! Mohaha.

Good night loyal readers! ;)
/Soffan

February, already!?

It is February! How did the time past away so fast? Wasn't it Christmas for not so long ago? Im lost and scared. I don't want the time to go so fast as it does. Well, a part of me want the time to go really, really fast a few month, but in the bigger picture, i want it to go a little slower than it now does.

The end of December and the beginning of January was the best time ever, but after that it has only been negative. Maybe my negative attitude comes from me having to work very much after my holiday without a soft start, but i want nothing more than to have a long, long break from it now. So tired of doing the same thing over and over again. It doesn't give me something anymore. The same thing day after day. It's like "every day, Monday".

And to make it even harder...I miss my Stéph so, so, so very much. And there is nothing i can do about it because i can't go and see him now. Waiting is not fun.


Good night my "readers"! Hope you have had great days!

/Soffan